The dreaming immortal

 The darkness swallows all, The things I try to hold on, It clouds the light, making it murky, It blinds me And suffocates me deep inside. It sews my mouth shut, Playing with me like a marionette, I wondered why? Had I fallen so deep in this abyss, Is there truly no hope, To climb, crawl outside... Darkness was gentle, It gently cut me from my surroundings, It was obsessive, As it wanted me to drown in it , It whispered in my ears, And I could only hear it , helplessly, Cause couldn't see anymore.. My mind was clouded by darkness, Cause I always kept talking and bottling things inside, Self doubt grew, Which darkness happily feasted on. Empty from inside, Numb From outside, Darkness was not pleased, As it left me to rot in it. It crossed me,  I Could strangle and set myself free, But darkness held my hands saying  "If dying was so easy, I wouldn't be darkness, but rather death. Don't believe I will let you die. You will rot in misery." If you are reading this

  The silent symphony, Mourns for the dead No life goes there Cause it’s the place where dead rest. Being dead, submerging in endless darkness, In endless abyss, to repay the sins. Yin energy accumulates in the silent graveyard, Killing the lone flower , that saw the light. Misty fog weaved with uncertain fears Draped by the graveyard , hiding it from sight. Snakes fancied the undisturbed ground, And the spiders wove dazzling webs , In which it trapped the mist to give the web an enchanting splendour. Crows occasionally cackled , in pairs or lone Increasing the tension weighing in the air. No one knew how the graveyard came to be, No one knew who were buried in there, Locals used it to scare the sleepless kids Using it as bedtime stories, scaring them to sleep. One day a rich contractor came, Determined to use it for ‘public good'. Despite the local opposition, He proceeded on his project Only to be found dead even before a grave was dug out. The locals lamented on the headstrong c

  When days of happiness drift away, And forlorn appears on the horizon Sun sets and darkness approaches Slowly cloaking me in it. I find myself enclosed by darkness , No moon nor stars on a chilly dark night. No lights nor headlights of cars or lamps, As I look at the dark lonely beach. The darkness starts to fill the emptiness inside me, It feels suffocating; I want to vomit , But in this dissimulate world, I suppress it. I start losing ambition; deviating, Blinded by darkness, In my eyes the world now appears Dark full of crimes and shady people With no one left to trust. I walk on this abrasion coast, With no hopes nor desires I find no reason to not be in this suffocating darkness , As I have nothing more left to sacrifice for happiness.

 Broken heart and foolish memories I wish I had never known you, I wish I had never found you Why?? Am I now grieving?? Hot tears falling on my cheeks Blurring my eyes and my body feeling heated up. Why?? I don’t understand why?? Why am I crying ? I knew it was not possible but I couldn’t stop. It was destined . Yes, you were destined to love her. Why did I hope so naively, even when I knew the end. The end which I saw today - holding her hands , answering her confession Nooo! I don’t believe this is the end . Locking myself in the room With blaring rock music in my ears Clutched my pillow sobbing. Tears rolling down and my dry throat ached I felt myself heating but I cared less I wanted to hear nothing and just wanted to cry. I always told myself never to hope 'Cause they never came true . Yet I kept deceiving myself one they they would But look now who is broken?? Them or me? Ahhh!! I hate it I hate everyone But why?? WHY ME ?? what sort of sin I have committed For me to be in th

  In a blink of an eye, You stole my heart. Like a gust of wind  You took my breath. I chased after you To get it back. I ran and ran and fell. And scraped my knees falling for you. You have my heart and my breath, And as selfish as you were, You took my kiss and whole of me Tugging the delicate threads of my heartstrings In your bed. You were so bright like a sun And my star on deep dark nights. Sometimes I used to wonder, Whether you were an artist 'cause you were so good drawing me in. We should've been happy together, But no, you were so selfish You wanted more and more from me. In an abandoned dark alley You took my eyes and my lips. You clasped my hands As if they were just for you. But then that happened. The cruel play of fate, Cutting the red threads Under the bright street lights . So cold were the once warm you, Your lovely face changed from white to grey. And, you still have my heart, Taken with you in land of unknown. What will I do now? What should I do? Chilly ra