The dreaming immortal

  When days of happiness drift away, And forlorn appears on the horizon Sun sets and darkness approaches Slowly cloaking me in it. I find myself enclosed by darkness , No moon nor stars on a chilly dark night. No lights nor headlights of cars or lamps, As I look at the dark lonely beach. The darkness starts to fill the emptiness inside me, It feels suffocating; I want to vomit , But in this dissimulate world, I suppress it. I start losing ambition; deviating, Blinded by darkness, In my eyes the world now appears Dark full of crimes and shady people With no one left to trust. I walk on this abrasion coast, With no hopes nor desires I find no reason to not be in this suffocating darkness , As I have nothing more left to sacrifice for happiness.

 Broken heart and foolish memories I wish I had never known you, I wish I had never found you Why?? Am I now grieving?? Hot tears falling on my cheeks Blurring my eyes and my body feeling heated up. Why?? I don’t understand why?? Why am I crying ? I knew it was not possible but I couldn’t stop. It was destined . Yes, you were destined to love her. Why did I hope so naively, even when I knew the end. The end which I saw today - holding her hands , answering her confession Nooo! I don’t believe this is the end . Locking myself in the room With blaring rock music in my ears Clutched my pillow sobbing. Tears rolling down and my dry throat ached I felt myself heating but I cared less I wanted to hear nothing and just wanted to cry. I always told myself never to hope 'Cause they never came true . Yet I kept deceiving myself one they they would But look now who is broken?? Them or me? Ahhh!! I hate it I hate everyone But why?? WHY ME ?? what sort of sin I have committed For me to be in th

  In a blink of an eye, You stole my heart. Like a gust of wind  You took my breath. I chased after you To get it back. I ran and ran and fell. And scraped my knees falling for you. You have my heart and my breath, And as selfish as you were, You took my kiss and whole of me Tugging the delicate threads of my heartstrings In your bed. You were so bright like a sun And my star on deep dark nights. Sometimes I used to wonder, Whether you were an artist 'cause you were so good drawing me in. We should've been happy together, But no, you were so selfish You wanted more and more from me. In an abandoned dark alley You took my eyes and my lips. You clasped my hands As if they were just for you. But then that happened. The cruel play of fate, Cutting the red threads Under the bright street lights . So cold were the once warm you, Your lovely face changed from white to grey. And, you still have my heart, Taken with you in land of unknown. What will I do now? What should I do? Chilly ra